“All right,” Aaron said. “Give me an operational definition.”

Ronin smiled broadly and stood. “Excellent. Let’s go.”

Aaron looked up. “Where?”

“I know a place where you can experience it for yourself.”

They left the coffee shop and crossed the Yard. The irritation Aaron had carried out of Parker’s seminar was disappearing, replaced by excitement. Whatever Ronin had in mind, the conversation was becoming something larger than a disagreement over literature.

“Where are we going?” Aaron asked.

“There’s a research project I consult on. Artificial intelligence. They’re experimenting with something well beyond what’s publicly available—a different kind of learning environment.”

“How far beyond?”

“You’ll see.”

Aaron grinned, but Ronin suddenly stopped walking. The change in him was immediate enough that Aaron’s grin disappeared.

“There is something you must understand before we go any farther. What you are about to see is confidential. You will tell no one about the project, and you will tell no one what you experience there.” Ronin looked directly into his eyes. “Do I have your word?”

Aaron straightened. “I so swear.”

For one ridiculous instant he pictured himself tied to a chair in some underground room, refusing to betray the secret despite torture. Then he noticed that Ronin was still looking at him and that there was no amusement whatsoever in his face. The fantasy vanished.

“My word,” Aaron said.

Ronin nodded. “Good. Follow me.”

They continued walking. After a while Ronin glanced at him. “Do you remember what happened when Neo chose the red pill?”

Aaron smiled. “Am I about to wake up as a battery in a field of capsules and get flushed into a sewer?”

“Something like that.”

Aaron laughed, but Ronin didn’t. “Remember that awakening wasn’t pleasant. It was frightening. Painful.”

Aaron looked over at him. “But all you’re offering is the truth, right?”

Ronin smiled faintly but said nothing.

Aaron waited. “And I can’t go back afterward.”

“No.”

The answer came so quickly that Aaron stopped walking. Ronin turned toward him.

“You need to understand what that means. If we continue, I cannot promise that you will ever again see your world as you see it now. Things that seem natural to you may cease to seem natural. Things that seem important may become absurd. You may find yourself standing among people you have known all your life and wondering how you ever saw the world as they do.”

Aaron studied him. “A stranger in a strange land.”

“Yes.”

Something changed in Aaron. Until that moment this had been an adventure: Ronin being Ronin—mysterious, intense, leading him toward something Aaron did not understand. He had followed because he was curious and because there was something about this man that made ordinary curiosity seem inadequate. Ronin seemed to know something. More importantly, he seemed to live something.

Now, for the first time, Aaron felt afraid. He could still walk away, and the thought came with surprising force. He could make a joke, tell Ronin he had somewhere to be, walk back across the Yard and return to the life he had been living an hour ago. His classes would still be there. His friends would still be there. Professor Parker would still be Professor Parker, Harvard would still be Harvard, and the world would settle comfortably back into place.

Ronin watched him without speaking, and Aaron suddenly realized that part of him wanted Ronin to make the decision for him.

Ronin would not.

“Decide.”

Aaron looked back toward the Yard. He thought of Parker and the argument in the classroom, but also of the strange dissatisfaction that had been following him for months and of the question he had never been able to put completely into words. Something was wrong. Perhaps with Harvard. Perhaps with the world around him. Perhaps with himself. He could turn back now, and for another moment the possibility remained real.

But he knew he wouldn’t.

The fear was still there, but beneath it was something stronger.

He wanted to know.

“Red pill.”

Ronin nodded, and they continued walking.

The building they entered gave no indication of what was inside it. There was no sign, no department name, nothing Aaron associated with Harvard. Ronin passed through one secured door and then another, and at each checkpoint someone recognized him. A technician greeted him by name; another stepped aside immediately to let him pass. Aaron began noticing something else as well: they regarded Ronin with familiarity and respect, but looked at Aaron with curiosity.

For the first time it occurred to him that he knew almost nothing about the man he had been following.

Beyond another secured door lay a large room filled with desks, monitors, cables and equipment Aaron could not identify. People worked quietly beneath the cold light of the screens. No one offered an explanation, and Ronin did not stop. He led Aaron through the room and opened another door.

The room beyond was almost empty. A reclining chair stood in the center, a headset resting beside it, while a large monitor occupied most of one wall.

Aaron stopped. “What is this?”

Ronin ignored the question. He touched a control, and the monitor came alive.

An old film began to play. Aaron recognized it almost immediately: the Cargo Cult. He watched islanders construct imitation landing strips, bamboo control towers, wooden headphones and mock airplanes assembled from branches and scraps. Men repeated the movements they had once seen foreign soldiers perform, believing that if everything were done correctly, the great airplanes would return and bring their miraculous cargo with them.

 

When the film ended, the screen went black.

Ronin turned toward him. “We’ve talked about worldview. We’ve talked about the cultural unconscious. You understand the words, but words are maps.”

Aaron continued looking at the dark screen. After a moment he asked, “And that was supposed to be the territory?”

“No.”

Ronin picked up the headset. “That was another map.”

Aaron looked at the chair and then at Ronin.

Ronin held out the headset. “Red-pill time.”

Aaron laughed once, but there was no humor in it now. “What happens?”

“For a while, you stop being Aaron looking at the Cargo Cult.” Ronin placed the headset in his hands. “You become one of them.”

Aaron felt its weight. Once again he thought about walking away, but this time the thought lasted only a moment. He sat down, and Ronin lowered the chair until he was nearly horizontal.

“Whatever happens, leave the headset on until I tell you to remove it.”

Aaron pulled it over his eyes.

There was darkness at first, and then sound: wind moving through trees, voices somewhere nearby, birds above him. He smelled smoke. Light slowly entered the darkness, and the laboratory vanished.

Aaron was standing at the edge of a clearing.

For several seconds he forgot Ronin, Harvard and the chair beneath his body. Bare earth stretched before him in a long, roughly cleared strip. Men were dragging branches away while others repaired a wooden structure that looked vaguely like an airplane. High above them a man sat in a bamboo tower with wooden disks pressed against his ears.

Aaron looked down and discovered that his clothes were gone. He was dressed as they were.

A man beside him shouted something and thrust a length of bamboo into his hands. Somehow Aaron understood what he wanted. They were repairing the landing strip, and Aaron joined them.

The strangeness began to disappear.

That was the disturbing part.

Within minutes the activity around him began to make sense. Of course the strip had to be cleared. Of course the tower had to be manned. Of course the wooden airplane mattered. The great machines had come before and brought unimaginable wealth. The people who operated those machines had performed certain rituals. Therefore the rituals must matter.

Everyone knew this.

Aaron knew it too.

Then the world shifted. He was sitting beneath a tree with several young men who were arguing intensely about the wooden airplane. One believed the wings were too short. Another insisted that the problem was the shape of the tail. A third had studied an old photograph and was explaining that the markings on the fuselage were incorrect.

They debated these questions with complete seriousness, and Aaron listened until something about the conversation began to disturb him. It was not the su

bject itself but the rhythm of the argument—the confidence, the distinctions, the assumption that the important questions were the ones already before them.

He knew this conversation.

For an instant the faces changed. They were no longer islanders but his friends, sitting where they often sat near Harvard Yard and arguing about courses, professors, internships, fellowships, credentials, graduate schools and all the other things that seemed to determine whether a life was going well.

Then they were islanders again.

Aaron felt a chill.

The scene changed once more. He was walking through a building as bamboo walls slowly became stone and the dirt beneath his feet became polished floor. The islanders beside him changed as they walked, until they were Harvard students carrying backpacks and laptops.

No one else appeared to notice the transformation.

Aaron did.

He stopped while the others continued past him. Ahead stood an open doorway, and inside it was Professor Parker—but Parker was not standing in his classroom. He stood beneath the bamboo control tower while students sat before him on the ground taking notes. Behind him loomed the wooden airplane.

“Humanity has already asked the great questions,” Parker told them. “Through the great works, we learn what it means to be human and how we ought to live.”

The students wrote carefully.

Aaron stared. Parker continued speaking with complete confidence while around him stood the wooden headphones, the bamboo tower and the imitation airplane—all the painstakingly reproduced apparatus of another civilization.

Nobody seemed to notice the contradiction.

Aaron wanted to laugh.

He couldn’t.

Because now he understood what Ronin was doing to him.

The scene shifted again, and Aaron found himself standing in Harvard Yard. Students moved between the buildings exactly as they always had. Nothing had changed: the old brick, the trees, the backpacks, the glowing laptops, the conversations about grades and careers and who had been accepted where.

But Aaron was no longer seeing Harvard from inside Harvard.

He was seeing it as an anthropologist might see it—a system of rituals, status, symbols, approved language and prestige; young people learning elaborate rules whose premises they had rarely been asked to examine. Everywhere he looked, things that had once seemed self-explanatory had become objects of inquiry.

He looked toward Widener Library and, for one impossible second, the great building became the bamboo control tower.

Then it was Widener again.

“Jesus,” Aaron whispered.

Ronin’s voice came from somewhere beyond the world. “Now you’re beginning to see it.”

Aaron stood motionless while hundreds of students flowed around him. He had walked through this place a thousand times, and it had never looked strange before.

Now it did.

And suddenly Aaron understood Ronin’s warning. The frightening thing was not that Ronin had shown him another world.

The frightening thing was that he had changed the way Aaron saw his own world.